Am I And My Laptop Part Of The Malignancy?
admin August 1st, 2010
A few more thoughts on buying a laptop and its effect on our growing malignancy (see my previous post below).
My basic assumption about Christian simple living, as well as Vernard Eller’s (http://www.hccentral.com/eller3/index.html#toc) is that living simply is the direct result of loving God which is what Jesus tells us should be our prime concern. Loving God means, in addition to other things, that we live and do as He tells us – because our faith is in him, not in what the flawed world has to say.
If we really lived by God’s and Jesus’ basic teachings on a daily basis, we would pretty much be living simply. However, and this is important, if we did it the other way around (choosing to live simply because we prefer it as a lifestyle or because it is environmentally, logical, or socially just) it would not automatically make us lovers and followers of God. This is the situation for people who are secular or lifestyle simple livers. Nothing wrong with what they are up to, but it is different than Christian Simple Living in the long term.
Are these two versions of simple living not the same thing? After all, both the God lover who lives simply as a result of what God tells him/her, and the secular simple liver who lives purely ‘rationally,’ are living the same way and having the same effect in the world!
Not at all! And hence my dilemma over buying a laptop.
In my last post, most of my rationale for buying or not buying the dingus had to do with the logic of sustainability and my Luddite approach to it. This decision-making process can, and often does, become very reductionistic and absurdly difficult as we sort through a cascade of relevant data on both sides of the argument tring to find the single rationally, environmentally-sustainably ‘correct’ action. We simply don’t have all the facts, and even if we did, that cascade of facts and their myrid implications would overwhelm our decision-making process.
From the Christian, God-lover perspective, however, things look a bit different.
God has told us in many ways to be good stewards of what he gives us, to not kill or covet, to heal the sick and feed the poor, to not store up goods for ourselves, to give freely, etc., and these truths have persisted unchanged for several thousand years. So I try to do these things as best I can, knowing that God, who sees longer and further than all human beings together and who is love, wants it done. I have faith that doing this is right for the future of the universe, mankind included.
On the other hand, I, here in the 21st Century, could have used my intellectually trendy, and politically corrected reasoning to decide to live this way just as well. But (big ‘but’), we need to keep in mind that all of us tend to use intellectual models and assumptions that are tied to current social and intellectual trends, and this particular 21st Century science and sustainability mindset is new and changing as opposed to God’s ancient and unchanging wisdom. Tomorrow, today’s ‘rational’ decisions will be seen as naïve or simply wrong by the secular, scientific standards of that new day.
Taking the secular decision-making route makes me a prisoner of the times, and “the times, they are a changing,” and always will. They will change to suit contemporary desires and insights, and will often not be in concert with what God wants us to be up to.
This simply means that, left to my own rational devices and the dictates of contemporary society, I’m likely to be making some bad decisions – bad for others, the planet (and perhaps the universe) and me. We humans, at any given time and place, simply aren’t all that smart!
The Decalogue and the Sermon on the Mount, however, haven’t changed. I can count on them!
OK, so what about the laptop?
Instead of thinking like a Luddite, as much fun as that can be, I need to think instead of what my faith says I should do.
Is the dingus needed to do the work I believe God wants me to do, or am I simply caving-in to my need for a toy or to keep up with consumer society? As far as I can reasonably see, will buying this thing injure me or others, or will it help?
In reality I don’t know how to answer that without trying to fool myself and I’ve wasted too much time on that already. But I think that at least the laptop will help us to continue doing the work we believe is what we should be doing – helping kids grow into caring adults through our puppetry and storytelling.
Will buying the laptop hurt?
In the long term I believe it will contribute to maintaining a cancerous consumer society. I can find no way around that conclusion. The same is now true for almost any purchase I make.
So I’m straddling the “in this world, but not of this world” dilemma. In faith, part of what I do I believe is right, and part of it is wrong.
But then of course there is grace.