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Simplifying Christian Anarchy

admin April 13th, 2010

I’m coming closer to believing that the notion of Christian Anarchy (for a quickie refresher on what Christian Anarchy is, see my previous posts here and here) is a very good way to think about living the Christian life in general and Christian simple living in particular.

But there are problems too

It comes across as a very negative way of seeing the faith. Even the name, Christian Anarchy, is negative if not frightening. Many of the works discussing it spend much of their time on what’s wrong with human organizations (“the powers” in the Bible), or ‘arkies’ (Vernard Eller’s shorthand for any of the world’s ‘archical’ or hierarchical organizations). Tolstoy and Ellul were not a cheery bunch of writers either! And my own foggy musings are pretty negative as well.

It’s never a good idea to describe something by what it is not, or to sell a concept as a glass half empty!

It’s also a very complicated idea to understand as well as describe, which makes it difficult to translate into something practical and useful.

Part of the problem is that the classic works on Christian Anarchy (which I’ll refer to as CA from here on) like those of Leo Tolstoy, Jacques Ellul, SØren Kierkegaard, Vernard Eller, etc., are focused on the theology, philosophy, or sociology of CA rather than its practical application. And although Eller clearly says that CA is not ‘anti’ anything, but rather is just being not interested or impressed by the powers, some of these thinkers are very much anti- government, anti-capitalist, or anti-hierarchies in general, giving their views a radical twist.

Contemporary CA practitioners often organize social justice programs such as Dorothy Day and the Catholic Worker Movement (a very good thing) (http://www.catholicworker.org/) or promote radical political positions such as Graham Cameron’s (http://christiananarchy.com/articles/).

These are big thinkers and big doers intent on changing the world, or a significant part of it. But there are probably a lot of people who, like me,  don’t want to virtually take  sword in hand and march out to right the world’s wrongs, but merely want to live a good, and even occasionally courageous personal life where they are with the people around them. And most of us probably aren’t intent on tearing things down to do it.

And I just don’t agree that Christian Anarchy is primarily about being a social activist or political revolutionary. I believe that CA principles can apply to all Christians who are really trying to follow Christ, like Christian simple livers, and that we should be able to use the positive norms and values inherent in CA to help build-up ourselves, our congregations and our communities.

I also think that when you use the tenets of CA to create a social or political organization, you have already violated the spirit, if not the definition of CA by creating yet another arky. And since these organizations are created by mere mortals to carry out their own parochial visions, by definition they become just another worldly arky with all their natural human flaws.

… and so we’re right back to where we started – and we probably aren’t in the Kingdom of God yet!

So in an effort to see a practical and hopeful side to CA, I’ve started to think through the issue of practicality – and I emphasize the word started. I’ll keep you posted on my thoughts as they occur to me.

Here goes:

Life Among the Arkies

Christian Anarchy, as well as traditional Christian belief hold that we should live only according to God’s ‘Arky’ and not according to the world’s arkies or in Biblical terms “the powers” – rich and powerful people, organizations, and governments.

As I have defined CA in previous posts (derived from the writers mentioned above, particularly Eller), CA sounds a lot like The Kingdom of God as Jesus might have described it, in the sense that all of The Kingdom’s members would be joyfully living according to God’s law and Jesus’ teachings rather than the world’s values. That may actually be the simple definition of CA and its goal as well!

That would put Christian Anarchy adherents and its practitioners in pretty good company but, like The Kingdom of God as described in the New Testament, CA theory doesn’t give us a lot of help in figuring out how to actually live it as a practical matter. Jesus merely noted that various people were “coming close to the Kingdom.”

No membership manual! He basically said “just do it!” Of course He said a lot more than that, but mostly he taught by example and we have precious few of those examples in the Bible. It leaves me hungering for much more. I learn best through examples and I just get confused when I read things, and especially when I try to write.

So OK, how are we to behave in the arky known as the Kingdom of God? And how does that mean we should relate to, if we are to relate to them at all, the world’s arkies – our government, political parties, fraternal and civic organizations, the corner store and global corporations?

If these arkies surround us and we have to interact with them every day, and they are not to be trusted or followed per Eller’s view of CA, then what is left for us to do and how would our behavior be different from those who do follow the world’s arkies – often blindly or unknowingly – which would include a majority of folks in modern consumer culture?

As I first thought about it I really got bogged down in a long list of do’s and don’ts for living a CA life. In the end it seemed like hair-splitting legalism – and long.

So I took cues from the Gospels and my own meditation practice and things started getting simpler.

The World’s Arky Assumptions and Values

In our culture with its worldly arkies, we tend to pay attention, and often buy into, its arky assumptions, values, desires, and activities – often unconsciously and uncritically. Some of the biggest, broadest assumptions and values could be: “Growth is good (or bad);” “Look out for number one;” “You should always be or look young;” “Success is the most important thing;” “Make as much money as you can;” “The end justifies the means;” “Shoot for the stars;” “Everyone should take care of themselves,” “survival of the fittest,” “Cheapest is best.”

More specific assumptions might include: “Health care reform is good (or bad);” SUVs are good (or bad);” “People should always think you’re on top of things – buy the newest cell phone/PDA/computer/game/car/house;” “Conservatism or liberalism is good while the other is bad;” “The profitability of the company is more important than its employees.”

We believe these notions to be true only because we’ve heard them much of our lives. But where do they come from? We didn’t invent them.

These basic assumptions about life came to us via the thousands of arkies we know and love (or hate), whether they are political parties, corporations, the corner store, the Government, Rotary Club, Boy/Girl Scouts, or schools.

In the end most of these assumptions have a focus on ‘self’, what’s good for me or us, whether it is to be right, rich, powerful, beautiful, successful, or just happy. The arkies advertised these values to us pervasively, although often surreptitiously, and over the years we began to believe them. All arkies do this because the values they espouse support their goals and ultimate success, whether it is to achieve its mission, make money, have influence, “right wrongs,” (as defined by the arky), or “make the world safe for…”

So to a certain extent all worldly arkies are disingenuous because they aren’t primarily concerned about your, my, or anyone else’s welfare. Even when their goal is to be compassionate, like The Church (an arky if there ever was one), a social service or disaster relief organization, the arky itself takes on some of the less-than-compassionate characteristics of their founder’s and leader’s personalities.

An arky’s true goal, despite its hype, morphs toward promoting and maintaining the organization itself and the positions of those who own, manage, or work in it. Even in compassionate organizations, the goal is organizational success, and individual needs begin to take a back seat to the hierarchy (all organizations have them) and its arky goals. In arkies that don’t start with compassionate goals, things can be a lot worse if not blatantly immoral or illegal.

Living Under The Arky of God

So, after all this arky bashing, what’s so great about the Arky of God, and how would we live in it in contradistinction to how we live amongst the world’s arkies?

Simply put, we must live by the norms, values, and assumptions of God’s Arky (Kingdom) as found in such places as the Sermon on the Mount, the Ten Commandments, and the laws of the Pentateuch, and never equivocate or make accommodations with the arkies on these matters. We don’t put them aside if our employer arky, government arky, or our political arky sees it otherwise. We don’t ever allow arkies to be our proxies or stand-ins for God’s values.

This means that we live with equanimity and compassion about all things and all people whether we agree with them or even like them or not, seeing things as they actually are, not as we are told they are, and not judging but acting with compassion towards all people. Living this way can be easily inferred from Jesus’ teachings and it would be living only under the Arky of God, and not being led or controlled by other arkies of any stripe.

Living with equanimity means we don’t follow any arky’s predetermined philosophy, principles, rules, or hierarchical structures and organizations, none of which function purely with compassion. But it also means that we don’t hate, abuse, take advantage of, or misuse the arky and its people because we see things differently. We must be compassionate with them too. We just don’t buy-in.

Living with equanimity and compassion under God’s Arky would mean never consciously or unconsciously buying the “whole package” of any worldly arky’s mission, principles, rules, or advice. Instead we would try to see clearly, in an unbiased way, what the arky along with its hierarchy and rules actually does and how that affects people and the rest of the world. We ask whether or not any part of the arky or its actions are consistent with CA. When it is we can go along with it on an instance-by-instance basis. When it is not, we don’t “go along to get along,” and we may need to end our association with that arky regardless of personal consequences.

This, of course is not at all easy. It takes a lot of practice, honesty with ourselves and others, and support from our like-minded Christian community.

More important, it takes a reordering of our minds so we can see clearly with astute awareness and discernment – again a very tall order for most of us because we’ve spent our entire lives living according to what the arkies tell us while abusing our own psyches in the process.

I have found insight meditation practice in combination with deep prayer to be extremely helpful in gaining some amount of clarity in discerning my reactions and responses to the arkies and my personal relationships as well. Without this practice I’m not sure I’d be able to attempt it at all.

To close out this ramble, I’d like to add that I believe Christian Anarchy directly supports Christian simple living. Most of our self-centered consumer behavior is actually based on the messages and values the various arkies have fed us, and getting past those arky assumptions makes it much easier to live authentic, simple lives that are closer to Jesus’ teachings, and doing so without rancor or bitterness toward the world of the arkies.

God’s peace.

My First Peaceful Christmas

admin November 25th, 2009

Christmas is a reminder of how Jesus taught us to live. For Christians the holiday is about peace and joy – the advent of a new way of living – a way of living without a self-serving ego that is focused on material things.

It’s really hard to see that happening during the Christmas season in modern America. Sure we hear all the words: peace, joy, good will to all men, etc., but our behavior does not seem to reflect the intent of those words. How come?

I only need to look at myself and how for years and years I mouthed those very words and thought that I had the “Christmas spirit” – while at the same time being totally stressed-out, impatient with the crowds, worrying that our party or family get-together would be perfect, being obsessed with finding the right gifts, and worrying that I wasn’t spending enough on the right people, and piling up bills – right up until Christmas eve.

After all of that it was really hard to have much Christmas spirit (unless it was a spirit I drank) much less have a life-changing or life-enhancing experience. It was exhausting, and I was not much fun to be around.

It had become all about meeting my, and everyone else’s, high expectations for a highlight-of-the-year celebration, and giving and getting a lot of stuff.

Not at all what Jesus would have wanted from me for his birthday present, and I didn’t want it from me either!

That began to change a number of years ago after I started a daily prayer and meditation practice. That was the beginning of a journey of finding increasing peace within myself and the beginning of appreciating the world around me for what it actually is at this moment. It has been such a relief!

I remember the first time that peace and appreciation really hit me: it was at the mall, of all places, well before I shifted into a simpler way of living, and it was at the height of the Christmas shopping hysteria. I should preface this by saying that I hate shopping, especially Christmas shopping, and I was not looking forward to this trip at all. But my daughter needed to see Santa Claus, so we waited in line (another of my least favorite things) to see him. I was fully expecting to have my usual bah humbug attitude fully engaged, but as I stood there I was overcome with the sheer joy of seeing the kids, the decorations, and the busy shuffle around the shops. I had totally forgotten about myself and was focused on what was actually happening around me rather than my usual self-absorbed attitude and the way it has always filtered everything in a negative way.

Then my attention shifted to a deep, genuine feeling of joy and contentment – deeper than I can ever remember having before – and it seemed like the world changed in that moment. And the feeling stuck with me for the rest of the day.

The results of months of meditation and prayer had snuck up on me. The practice of intent focus and awareness and of praying during that intensity of meditation was helping me appreciate life for what it was rather than my tortured feelings about it. I was beginning to be able to give up some of my internal negative dialog that often separates me from other people and the world around me, and I think I was also beginning to have a little insight into what folks were doing and feeling rather than my normal superficial observations and stereotypical impressions.

It is said by life-long meditators that although the meditation itself can be a wonderful thing (although not always) it is the long term results of meditation in our mental and emotional attitudes towards people and life in the regular work-a-day world that are really important. Over the long term it is to help us develop a rich, loving compassion to replace our egocentricity and cynicism. I have found that to be true.

This practice has become the keystone of my faith and life. Even though I am only just beginning this emotional journey and still have a very long way to go (few would say I have become a paragon of virtue) it has saved my life. For the first time I really do believe the Spirit is with me – at least some of the time – because I have made a space for the Spirit to enter.

I also think that especially for someone like me, as well as many others who were not born with the milk of human kindness running through their veins, this is the kind of faith practice that really makes it possible for us to live true Christian simplicity as I’ve described it on my website, www.christiansimpleliving.org.

I believe that it also makes it possible for me to go into this Advent and Christmas with real joy as well as the awareness to cut through the consumerism that Christmas has become, to find the truth of the message that the King of Peace is coming, and to fully participate in his birthday celebration in a deep and simple way.

If you would like to find more joy and peace in your life for this Christmas season, you might want to give it a try. There are a number of resources listed here.

I hope you have a truly joyous Advent and Christmas celebration.

Escape From Desperation:Part 3 – From Escape to Living Simply

admin February 19th, 2009

Although meditation has made a big difference in my life, it does take a lot of time and effort to do it meaningfully, and like many other practitioners, I periodically slowed down or stopped practicing at times. It was during one of those lulls that I became interested in simple living.

I always felt that the Church in general, and I in particular, had rarely come close to living the life Jesus taught and that the early Church practiced (think “Sermon on the Mount”) with a few exceptions like the Anabaptists. The older I’ve gotten, the more this has nagged my soul, so I finally began to investigate both simple living and Anabaptist history. After a short time I decided that I really did want to begin practicing simple living in an attempt to become a little more of a disciple and to find a meaningful Christian practice that had real roots.

I began changing my life style and encouraged others to come along as well. I determined to:
• Spend less money and buy less stuff.
• Stop buying so many hi-tech gadgets.
• Recycle everything.
• Become much more environmentally responsible in everything I did.
• Not have a cell phone (but I eventually did get one because my 13 year old car was no longer as dependable as I liked, so the cell phone was a security blanket on the road).
• Eat organic and eat less meat. I eventually became vegetarian (a heart attack hastened my decision to become vegetarian with the aid of the Dean Ornish plan, which fit perfectly in the simple living and environmental responsibility niche).

A lot in a short period of time. This did help me to feel a part of the centuries-old Anabaptist tradition, and I felt like I was doing a little something for the world as well. In fact it did feel more like I was practicing discipleship if only in a small way.

But there was something missing.

Since I had not practiced meditation regularly for a little while, the ‘old me’ was taking over again. For me, a basic premise in modern simple living is that our way of life, all of our daily actions, should be driven by love and compassion: don’t do to others what you don’t want them to do to you; take care of your neighbors; welcome the stranger; first, do no harm (to borrow a medical dictum).

Although I think I was doing the right things based on this, it was sometimes hard to make decisions on how to live and what to do, because that basic feeling of compassion wasn’t there in my decision making, and there was less and less of a parallel between my simple living practices and how I was thinking about and treating people. So my living was probably not as helpful to me or others as it should have been.

I found that there was a big difference between just adopting voluntary simplicity practices, no matter how theologically well thought out they were, and having a deep, rich faith life out of which simple living emerges as an obvious response to Jesus’ love. After all, many secular people, organizations, and communities practice voluntary simplicity. Does that make them Christian Disciples? Probably not.

I think that not having a strong, vibrant faith life and practice leads to superficial and short lived behavior changes which can be ‘trendy’ rather than a deeply-rooted way of living. I realized that I had fallen off the wagon.

I began to see that prayerful meditation was my bedrock for simple living because it made living simply an intuitive and natural response rather than a slavish adherence to what can be politically correct or trendy practices (secular or faith-based). So I needed to reinvest myself in meditation and prayer so my soul could catch up with my head.

Doing that opened-up an entirely new universe for me – one that has, of course, always been there, but was hidden. Living simply as a practicing Christian became alive, intuitive, exciting, and joyful. Much better than politically correct!

My desperation began to lift. There was no longer the pressure to have the most up-to-date stuff. I didn’t feel like I needed much more of anything, felt more secure about it, and actually began to feel happy and contented with the “lower standard of living” that we had adopted. I also regained my ability to see people in a more loving way, and once again became less angry with myself and the world: it felt good! It felt right!

I know that many others before me and around me now are already joyfully living this non-compliant ‘other way’ – I’m just a slow-learning late comer! But, I suppose, “better late than never.” Living simply has become a joy and a meditation in itself, that reflexively deepens my spiritual life as well as the other way around. I hope that others, who have not already found a door to this universe will find their’s as well.

Please feel free to share your experiences in meditation, contemplation, or adopting simple living and their fit in your faith life.